happy pills

sorry i've been such a stick in the crap lately (and an infrequent poster at best). things really have been a grind lately and it gets to me every now and again. i'm normally an optimist, but when i get on the negative train, we go full bore. such is the life of an aspiring musician i guess.

i started a song the other nite, as i tend to do when i get into one of "those" moods. i don't know if it will be good, but it feels honest and that's a good start.

seems like all i'm thinking about lately is laying it down. and, if patterns hold true, that means that something nice will pop up - either a particularly good show or a nice review or something - and that i'll be back on the happy pills again. it's scary how long i can go on one good review or one good show. just imagine if i was doing this full time...i'd be like the leprechaun who finally got his damn lucky charms. speaking of lucky charms, i've been craving sweets (particularly ice cream) like a damn pregnant woman lately...
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on a slightly different note, i was chosen as the season ticket holder of the game for the predators' home game this saturday. that's pretty f'in cool if you ask me. if you're going to the game, i'll be the guy on the budlight band stage during the 2nd period standing next to gnash - the predators mascot - wearing my "we want tacos" tshirt.